Depression

Depression has come over me,

I just don't understand this cruelty.

Am I the reason for all the insults and berating?

I guess for ecstasy I'll just have to keep waiting.

I usually reflect and think I did something wrong

And overcome it by listening to some overrated song.

But today, that was definitely not the case

Happiness is just something I won't be able to ace.

And on this saddening road I come across various intersections.

Each of them leading to different paths, having different directions.

And yet, somehow, I feel they won't take me anywhere.

But maybe, to just take one of those paths, I'm too bloody scared.

And as the night falls upon me, I think about the reason for this.

Could I be in need of a magical kiss?

Is this because of someone I miss?

Right now though, under this blanket of confusion, I can only hope to find eternal bliss.